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on December 29th, 2015 by mark

I thought I was a geek. I saw Star Wars IV: A New Hope 22 times before I quit watching it. I owned all the little action figures. I had the X-wing, a tie-fighter, a Bespin Twin Pod and a land-speeder. I had Luke, Han, Leia, Chewy, Threepio and R2. I had a Star Wars […]

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Virginia Varner

on November 25th, 2015 by mark

Fireflies, fall, family and faith. Aunt Virginia is all of these things to me and she remains as strong, as fervent a presence in my memory and mind as ever she did. Virginia Varner, my Aunt, my dad’s sister who was such a huge presence and part of my life, died suddenly on November 7. […]

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A long winter’s nap

on November 1st, 2015 by mark

So fervent have I been in search of, in need of a break, that I didn’t even write about the break. Allow me to change that. The short version, so as not to bore you, is that in 2007, I went into spring semester wondering what I’d do for the summer. I didn’t want to […]

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A game of Faith’s Perfection

on September 20th, 2015 by mark

With apologies to Gus Van Sant, Sean Connery and Rob Brown, last night’s Pittsburgh Pirates at Los Angeles Dodgers game was for me, a distinctively faith-based enterprise. I’m relatively new to baseball mania. As a kid, I went to a few games, my first was at Three Rivers Stadium in Pittsburgh in 1974. The Cardinals […]

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Summer’s grip.

on August 4th, 2015 by mark

Summer used to be hot. Temperatures I couldn’t read followed by humidity I could feel through wet shirts and ball caps. I watched baseball and even played occasionally, not really knowing whether I loved it–and not caring. It’s what I did. Summer was a dream of fireflies and roller skates. It was long days beginning […]

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The lump of a day

on July 9th, 2015 by mark

The lump in my abdomen only made its presence known to me two nights ago and it was an accident. In hindsight, I wish I’d never have found it. I wish I’d just simply carried on–but I wish that because I wish I were…more assured. Summer 2015 began like so many others but with so […]

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Teaching Me

on May 15th, 2015 by mark

The bright sun doesn’t catch me in bed these days and, in fact, hasn’t for some years. I’m up by 5:30 in the morning and out the door by 6:30. That part of the routine hasn’t changed. But a new life has begun for us all in this new place, a house we rent from […]

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Old Flames

on April 15th, 2015 by mark

What happens to dreams that die? Does it mean the imagination is no longer active, that age, care and worry, the slings and arrows of all have somehow overwhelmed? I can’t remember my dreams anymore–not the nightly stuff of sleep and unconsciousness, but the dreams I once had for doing something new, finding something great, […]

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Notes from a narrow room

on March 21st, 2015 by mark

The light through the window in room 2305 fades with the plastic blinds and they move, as if some unseen breeze generated by the beehive of activity in the halls, pushes them. It is a tiny space with barely enough room to turn around without hitting a door, stumbling over a wire or tripping over […]

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The Instability of Clouds

on February 1st, 2015 by mark

The sunsets have been fiery and full of impossible colors that whirl through the western sky and dance off over the horizon. January has not been a good month-but the sunsets have been promising pink and purple, blue and lavender, gold and orange. Control is a cruel and unhappy taskmaster. It cannot be a mistress, […]

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